Sometimes I curse
myself for what I’ve done…
reacted in a way, I was sure I would regret for…
however, after some
time when the pain and the strong feelings are far away
and the balance is
with me again,
I realize that my
dearest self, acted in a wise way
I do not believe is
either wise or right to judge ourselves for our past reactions
especially when that
came from the bottom of our heart
actually it is insane to judge
our heart, how dare we judging our wise heart
normally we should
consult her for everything just before we take action,
I bet we would be
happier!!!
The whole issues is
to make an apriori concise diagnosis,
to understand when
the decision comes from our heart OR
from our lower-self
the selfish part of us, our insecurity, fears or any internal dark feeling
hidden deep in our
sub-conscious.
It surely is not easy.
But it is the only
safe way.
Our heart is the only
one who can fill us with self-confidence and freedom.
Any other decision will
probably make us feel uncertain and wonder, struggling to decide.
This is not a coincidence,
the uncertainty appears because our heart is trying to protect us.
Well, test it and you
will see how it works.
You will discover
that when you start feeling the bottom of your heart and you start trusting her
and let her decide on
your behalf,
then you will never
feel uncertain again,
you will feel that you have the greatest friend on your
side
you will experience
the pure freedom not caring at all others' opinions and suggestions
you will, deep inside
you, realize that this is your life
and you are the one
and
only actor at the fairytale of your life.
