the alternative game (draft translation from original Greek version)

You are asking me if I am willing to play "the" game.
I have serious doubts about it, it doesn't make any sense.
It doesn't flow. I am out of it.

It is boring and ripetitive, extremelly dull and makes me sick.

I am inventing a new game, my own game.
I am aware I may not find any co-players
but I am ok with it, actually I don't really care.

I know it will be demanding, I may loose pretty soon,
but I don't really care.

I will set my own rules, I will invent immaginary
co-players and we'll all have fun together.

What if the real co-players get jealous and beg me to
join my game, should I make them join?

But I wanna invent a game with you.
I want us to be co-players.
I am not willing to play on my own.

What if you get bored? I shall ask my immaginary co-players
to join me again, or I shall search for an immaginary "you".

If they say no, I will restart the game on my own.
I am sure I will find the way to do it.
I will be the only player to continue "that" game.