Prelude

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGQLXRTl3Z0

How do you react if you miss someone/something quite a lot?

It might be something that you just had for an irrelevant fracture of time or you never had,

something you really wanted but you are pretty aware you will probably never have,

maybe because it does not exist in the real world,

it's just part of your dreams and your wishes..

"i miss your profound gaze,

your soft and smooth voice, 

your detached words,

which could not satisfy my demanding senses,

i miss the opportunity to change with you,

the thought of all the things I wιll not do with you"..

However, I cannot reject myself,

i may be different, but this is me and this is how I exist in this world,

I have no choice, 

this is my heart, 
my body and my mind,

this is just me.